Thank You Allah

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim..

My dear blog, sorry for abandoned you for few times.

I have to many things to write and too many things to share. But to post it here i think it's too personal.

I just came back from Acheh on 24th of May. It was a great experience being there. I love the mosque, the Islamic air and environment. Everything is so calm and peaceful despite the tsunami which was happened on 2004.

Alhamdulillah. When Allah give them an obstacles, Allah show them the way out.

For me as well, everyone know my story before. How we ended as an enemy i think. It not goes well.
And i was in depressed state for almost 3 years, looking back at my past and asked Allah why You give me these kind of difficulties.

My heart was empty. And the most difficult time when the cycle came, no pray, no tahajud no doa will make my heart so far from Allah.

Slowly I regained back my spirit. Wake up early in the morning, pray hard to Allah, asked Allah to make myself more gratefull because what i have now is more than enough.

Alhamdulillah, thank you Allah.

Bismillah

Ya Allah, atas apa yang telah Engkau tetapkan untukku, natijah kesudahannya adalah dengan petunjukMu.

Cinta doktor

Ucapan akhir.

Boss Lu:

Hanisah, take care. 

Im sorry i didnt teach u much. 

Be a good Anesthetist. 

Boss. Thank you T_____T

You teach me a lot. 

My first CVL

Alhamdulillah.

1. Find the landmark between suprasternal notch and mastoid process then draw the midline.

2. Palpate for carotid artery. Then poke with 3cc syringe and blue needle just lateral to the pulse. Aspirate out till blood is aspirated then take out the syringe.

3. Then take cvl needle to poke just parallel to the blue needle just now.

4. Then insert the guide wayar.

5. Insert the dilator and nick the skin with blade. Make a small nick only. Then push the dilator till midway.

6. Push the cvl in. Dont forget index and thumb technique to stabilize it.

Than anchor.

Thanks boss lu.

ICU tagging day 4

Bismillah..

Day 4 of ICU tagging.

Its really hard for the beginner like me. Being in ICU make us play with empathy and emotions.

Nampak macam takde perasaan masa issue DIL or NAR but deep inside our heart it's unspeakable.

To be honest, i would like to advice u guys, whenever doctors had explained to you regarding one of your family members having a really bad condition, just let them go in peace and sit beside him/her and recite LailahailaAllah or yassin. Take your golden time so that they can make a wise  decision between iman / kufur  because at that crucial time shaitan is whispering to drag them together to the hell.

It will help them alot.

Trust me. Im your doctor.

The bonding

Sedentary to healthy lifestyle.

Rasa macam segan pulak dengan nama blog ni healthy lifestyle sebab dah lama aku hidup gaya sedentary lifestyle. Tapi setakat ni takde nama lain yang terlintas nak replace nama blog.

Anyhow teruskan jelah apa yang telah berjalan.

To be honest semenjak balik Segamat bulan 9 tahun lepas  memang dah lama tak exercise. Satu sebab aku masih sesuaikan diri dengan jadual hidup dan persekitaran dan yang paling utama aku belum ada mood nak exercise. Maka secara berat aku menaik mencanak secara berkadar langsung.

Nak turun berat badan kemain susah. Nak naik kemain senang.

Kali ni ajak along sekali exercise. Dan juga memberi semangat kepada Ana untuk menurunkan berat badan.

Well, all the best hanisah. Baju semua tak muat ni ha.

Im Survived, Hello April !

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim..

Alhamdulillah punyai masa dan kesempatan untuk menaip blog. Ayat cliche.

March passed by without any sigle entry for this blog. Why? Because i had a very tight oncall roster and alhamdulillah im survived yeah.

10 oncalls, 3 passive calls and 1 locum OT really made my life almost gone. But alhamdulillah im so relieved entering April because i have to oncall 6 times only. But this month precisely next week im going to start tagging in icu. Pray for me.

Semoga lebih banyak masa untuk baca Quran.